481 - The gate of time
N. Lygeros
Translated from the Greek by Evi Charitidou
In front of the Gate of Mesologgi… Full shot. Flashback.
John
How many days can you stand?
Fotis
As many days as life values…
John
To whom is life valuable?
Fotis
To that one who has died.
John
But what can one do for the others from there on?
Fotis
One may live inside them as a memory…
John
But aren’t memories pieces of nostalgia?
Fotis
Memories which live inside us constitute the only role of our existence…
John
Are we nothing but a box of memories?
Fotis
Without memories we have no future…Time. Only memory can live after death…
John
And how does memory remember if it is only memory?
Fotis
A human is the memory which lives inside the future.
John
You see, me who dies every day I don’t understand you, let alone a child…
Fotis
And me who lives again every day I don’t know how many times it will take…
John
It will take what?
Fotis
To erase your pain in the fire of memory…
John
With how many deaths inside you do you live?
Fotis
With as many as my body can stand…
John
Even your body I don’t know how it crosses time…
Fotis
My body is nothing but pieces of time…
John
It’s for this reason that you remember so old things?
Fotis
It’s not that I remember them; I simply don’t forget them and I experience them.
John
Does Athanasia know this?
Fotis
Not yet.
John
I don’t know whether she will be able to accept it… She doesn’t know how to suffer that much…She is a little girl in the world of pain…
Fotis
And I don’t want that she grows up…
John
What if she loves you?
Fotis
She mustn’t.
John
Only when one mustn’t, it’s interesting. Laughing. So many years have passed; yet I feel like a child in front of the ocean… And I don’t want her to get hurt…
Fotis
Neither do I…
John
But after she loves you and knows of your deaths, it’s impossible for her not to get hurt…
Fotis
You are right… Therefore I have to go away…
John
She won’t understand why you will be gone…
Fotis
I will always look after her…No matter where I will be…
John
No matter where you will be, she will be missing you…
Fotis
As death misses from perfection of life.
John
They met the perfection of life. He is showing the Gate.
Fotis
Yes, all together they became a single human.
John
The resistance of time went through that Gate.
Fotis
The Gates of time are always open.
John
It is like that that they hurt humans.
Fotis
Whenever I pass from here I feel inside me their wounded bodies.
John
At least they died knowing why. Whereas mass dying every day in life, forgets its very existence even…
Fotis
Athanasia is different…
John
Yes, since she was little…Time. Since that day that she went to the station…
Fotis
At the end of the lines?
John
Where everything starts and ends…Silence. When were you here for the last time?
Fotis
Does it matter?
John
I don’t know, maybe….Time. I just thought…
Fotis
The end of the story…The beginning of the myth…
John
It was like she met you there for the first time…
Fotis
For me, there is no first time…
John
Everything happened before happening.
Fotis
Everything died before living.
Flashback. End